Well. Today has just not been good.
I was lonely.
I was distracted.
I felt very unwanted.
And realized something awful:
I'm trying my best at chemistry. And I'm still honestly confused.
This may sound arrogant, but I've never struggled in a school subject for any reason other than pure laziness. Sure, physical science and biology had their kick-my-butt moments, but that was because I'd gotten behind and shirked the work.
I'm completely caught up in chemistry. I've actually been putting in the time these first two weeks of school.
Yeah, only two weeks and I'm like O_o
*sigh* I don't know what to do. At least I'm actually trying. That oughta count for something in the end, right?
I wish the other parts of my life worked that way.