Sunday, November 1, 2009

What a God Moment :)

I had in mind a hundred different things to post on. Today has not been one of those days where I can't think of anything to say. I've had lots of ideas that cover lots of different angles, but when I came downstairs and checked my email just now, I knew what to post on.

I just had such a God moment.

Ellie B slept over last night, and we talked about a lot of deep things--as usual--but one thing in particular has been bothering me. We used to have this amazing friend a few years ago. She's still a friend of ours, but different things happened and we've kind of fallen apart. We talked about her a lot, and came to the conclusion that everything was over. As much as we hated to think it, we figured the friendship was pretty much dead.

And you guys know how my week has been, right? Just one thing after another, everything sucked. School, family, emotions, the "personal junk" I asked for prayer about, everything.

It wasn't one of those "mad at God times", just more of a completely discouraged feeling that's been hanging over my head. The talk about the fallen friendship was just the icing on the crap cake (lol).

I came down here to blog and see if I could write anything. I saw I had a message in my inbox. I shrugged and clicked on the message.

It was from the "lost" friend. She apologized for the randomness, but said she felt like something was up and wanted to see if everything was cool with us.

I don't know about you, but that was one of the biggest WOW and GOD moments of my life, and definitely of the past few weeks.

I haven't talked to this friend really in three months. Ellie B hasn't talked to this friend for real in a long time. And all the sudden, God laid on this friend's heart the fact that something wasn't quite right.

Well, guess what? I sent a message back explaining my feelings and why the different circumstances bothered me. I read and re-read the message several times, making sure my tone was how I intended it to be (it's so hard to communicate tone in emails; you really have to be careful). I think we can work this out.

Oh my gosh, I didn't even think about this until JUST NOW. Guess what our youth group study was on today?

Friendships.

Wow. I rarely get this excited about God stuff like this. As bad as that is, God really has to HIT ME WITH IT for me to get it. Boy, he really did today. I'm just smiling. Can you even believe how awesome God is?? Without me even noticing it, God shaped this whole day--and last night, too--preparing me for that email. I thought my friend was lost to me forever, but guess what? ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH GOD!

He's not an ancient force that stopped interacting when the Bible was finished.

God is here, God is now, and God is doing things in our lives NOW.

Wow.

What an interested, alive, personal God.

11 comments:

Ellie B... said...

YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gabrielle said...

Oh my gosh.

I love you!

Gabrielle said...

P.S
You could tell me what they talked about in Youth group. I'd really like to know. :)

Logan said...

WOW, indeed. Glad you've been reconnected...

GracieTheFirst said...

Am I the only one who's sitting on the outside and smiling super de duper large, because I know what this is about?

I'm so happy. :D

Kendra Logan said...

Ellie B: :D

Gabby: LOVEEEEEEEE!

I will. On the PHONE. We haven't talked on the phone in ages.

Logan: Thanks! Me too!

Gracie: Haha, don't worry, definitely not the only one!

I'm happy, too!! SLEEPOVER SOON :) :)

Izori said...

That's great!!

Gabrielle said...

I'm good for a call all day. Got dumb math... *grumbles*

GracieTheFirst said...

Hey if ya'll have a sleepover I should be invited.

(lol. joke. I wouldn't interfere. :])

Kendra Logan said...

Izori: It really is! :)

Gabby: *sigh* I'm totally swamped in school. My mom is totally...not happy with all the work I left for Monday, haha :D

Gracie: Of course, silly, that's what I meant!!

Bethany said...

that's so awesome! :) glad things are looking up for you