Sunday, March 14, 2010

Just Tune Me Out For A Minute

Today was not very good. It's not that anything bad happened, I think it was just me. For some reason, I just did not have a good day. So far. But the day isn't over yet.

:-|

*shrug*

This morning was church. I got to see Cavender, which was good. Then this afternoon I was just really tired and just...I was sad. For no reason. So no feeling bad for me -_-

I am not looking for sympathy; I'm just complaining. I do that too often lately. Usually I only do it to people I feel comfortable with, but lately my bad attitude has been leaking out onto Carpe Diem. That's so anti-what-this-blog-is-about. Sorry, guys!

I'm also apologizing a lot lately. I guess that might be better than the way I used to be. I used to never apologize. For anything. Everything was always someone else's fault. Now...I'm not saying I take responsibility enough, because I don't, but I apologize a lot more than I ever used to. It definitely annoys me. I think it's part of the budding Miss Self-Conscious I am. It sucks.

ALSO--ah, never mind.

Uh. Lemme try to be positive for a minute...

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Uh.

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I swear, I am trying. Hang on.

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>.< ... I... I still like my music lecture idea. Even though I have a butt load of work to do on it tomorrow. >.<

Something is seriously wrong with me. I have nothing to be so down and irritated about. And I REALLY, REALLY don't need to be dragging this over into Carpe Diem, but here I am, still typing.

And yesterday I was all happy! What the heck! *sigh* Oh well. One of these days, I just might turn back into the old Kendra. I hope so.

~Kendra

4 comments:

Sam said...

On a positive note, your blog background is fantabulous. :)

Milli said...

I guess it's just the negative bug again:]
It'll go away

♥Bleah♥Briann♥ said...

I'm sorry!!! I know how it is sometimes. :(

Well your background is beautiful! Hope you can regain your happiness...I miss my Happy Kendra you know. :)

Love you girl,
God Bless,
Bleah Briann

achieve1dream said...

How old are you again? You may just be experiencing hormonal mood swings. Being a woman can suck sometimes lol. I have horrid mood swings sometimes that have absolutely nothing to do with what is going on around me. Don't worry though, it will pass. Try not to let it get you down. :)