Saturday, February 27, 2010

My Daybook: Week 6

Date: Saturday February 27, 2010
Starting time: 5:00pm
Mood: moody
Outside my window: wintery, but kind of light and I can see the grass, so yay :D
I'm thinking: I wish it were summer.
I'm reading: "Witch and Wizard" and "Inkheart" for fun. "Father Brown Mysteries" for school.
I'm listening to: "Forsaken" by As I Lay Dying (<3)
I'm wearing: my favorite sweatpants :D And my Mulan shirt. And my sweatshirt that I wear a lot...
Yesterday, I: did NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTHING and then went to eat at JP Looney's.
I'm excited for: Cavender's coming to church tomorrow, and my friend's birthday party is tomorrow :D
I'm sad because: I'm a'ight :D
I'm hungry for: Heh, funny story...I forgot to eat today :D But I'm not all that hungry...whatever. I can be hungry for anything XD
The song stuck inside my head is: "Forsaken." Because I'm listening to it. Oh, never mind. It's "Call Me" by Shinedown now :D
I want: As cliche and artsy as it sounds, to find myself...
I love: working hard. (I actually do. I forgot...)
I loathe: how I never write anymore
This week, my goal is: I want to say that my goal is to get back to the way I used to be. But a goal is supposed to be something you think you can reach, isn't it?
Ending time: 5:07pm
Today was good, despite the melancholy undertone this post has. I woke up badly, though:

Me: *sleeping peacefully...wait...what's that noise...who's standing by my bed??*
Daddy: "Hey. It's 10 o'clock. What time did you want me to wake you up?"
Me: -________- "It's a Saturday."
Daddy: "Yes."
Me: "I want to sleep until I wake up myself."
Daddy: "Okay." *leaves*

Only now I'm wide awake -_- Greaaat.


So, that sucked.

An hour and a half later, I got up. We were supposed to clean today. I despise cleaning. I hate it. Mostly because I draaaaaaag it out and it takes me all day and I've still done basically NOTHING.

But today was different. I got up, and...went into extreme cleaning mode. I cleaned my room, the bathroom, the upstairs bathroom, the school room, did laundry, and did my regular chores in two and a half hours.


It. Felt. Great. I love working hard, I think I really do, I just...I have no idea why I just DON'T. It made me think creative thoughts. It made me feel more like ME than I've felt in a freaking LONG TIME. It was weird. But awesome. I dunno. But I loved cleaning today XD

I did forget to eat, though. I just got into cleaning mode, and skipped breakfast. Well, and lunch. I had some chips like an hour ago, though, but now I feel like I lost a challenge -__- I was gonna try to make it til dinner, but I was like *shrug* "I'll just eat a chip." And now I feel like I lost...Lols XD I'm strange :D

Anyway, I just read "Inkheart" for a while, and now here I am. First time on the computer all day. WooT :D

Haha, I don't have much to add. Today was basically just cleaning XD But it was good. And I felt like the old ME. That was awesome. So, all in all, a very nice day :D



achieve1dream said...

LOL I forget all the time to eat, but it's not good for you so be glad you didn't make it til supper. I sometimes don't realize I need to eat until I get dizzy and lightheaded.

I'm glad you enjoyed cleaning. I feel that way when I'll actually get motivated to do something, but it's just so hard to actually get started, so I know how you feel. Sigh.

Milli said...

That morning 'waking up' part of this post made my day:]
It was funny.

Anonymous said...

Ohhh it's so frustrating when somebody wakes you up and you can't get back to sleep!!
Glad you had a nice day though...

Izori said...

My dad got me up at 7:30 today :(

Oh, and I've read the Father Brown Mysteries! I really liked them.

Einar said...

Hehe, yer morning sounds about like mine, except if I asked to0 sleep till I woke myself up I would get a blank look and "Ummm.. NO!"

Tunafish said...

I don't like to clean but somehow I tend to enjoy it when I actually get around to it. It's kind of obsessive when you start... =P I've just realized that I kind of don't feel like the old me too... I think it's cuse everything is packed and I'm changing some... hope it's for the better =) Jesus loves you!