Wednesday, February 18, 2009

WHAM.




Okay, so I'm just writing my story--the writer's bock is gone--and I'm acutally getting somewhere, okay? So, I'm writing and writing, and then WHAM. I don't know what happened. Just all the sudden, I couldn't for the life of me figure out a single word to put down next. I lost touch with my characters. They're always in the back of my mind. I can feel them there, sometimes I ignore them, but I can feel their presence like they're all inside of me. But then suddenly it was like I hit a physical wall. They were gone. I couldn't connect with them or feel them or hear them or anything. I was completely stuck in the most abrupt way I've ever experienced. I've had writer's block before, you all know that, but it's never come on like that. Just...so fast and so tangibly. It was really weird, and now I can't write! It's so annoying! And sad. I was really going somewhere. I have over 46,000 words now. And I can't feel my characters anymore. It's the weirdest feeling...Almost, well, scary. I feel strangly lonely. I've never had writer's block like this. It's the worst feeling in the world (okay, maybe not, but it's no fun, that's for sure!).
*SIGH* Couldn't my life be perfect for just one day? Just once could I have a day where I could write, feel good, get all my schoolwork done well, and have the sun shine, too (it's raining)?
Guess not.

P.S. I'm gonna start putting pictures in my posts. Just for the heck of it. And I can't write, so what else am I gonna do? :-/

8 comments:

Kʀɛѵɑɳ said...

that's pretty weird and f***ed up. too bad =/

AEGIS said...

So this is completely irrelevant to this post, and could be kinda weird. But I have to say, you have inspired me to actually write a whole story. Soon, and not eventually. So yeah! Thanx so so so much!!!^^

Kendra Logan said...

I know, it sucks, Krevan, but seriously you have to be able to think of another word to use besides the F word.

Wow, AEGIS! That's so awesome!! I'm glad I could help you. Wow, I never inspired anyone before...haha, let me know how the story turns out! Best luck!

Kʀɛѵɑɳ said...

my english is limited ^^" I'm sorry anyway

good luck with your story aegis

Kendra Logan said...

It's okay, I'd just rather not have that kind of stuff around. Don't worry about it.

Kendra Logan said...

Oh, and I got a picture for my profile finally lol! :)

Kʀɛѵɑɳ said...

noticed ^_^

Gabrielle said...

WOW! Poor Kendra! I know how you feel.
Remember when I had to read all the Kaya books to get over my writers and readers block XD


Aegis- Cool! I think Kendra actually help me find out I liked writing too!

Krevan- Hey at least you have a bigger vocab than a lot of kids in my town. theirs consist of four cuss words....